I’m blank but I’m still trying
Am I happy if I’m still crying?
I don’t want to think about you
It’s been months, I thought we were through
I shut you out and threw away the key
But you creek through my cracks and still haunt me
Was our fairytale not meant to be?
How do I really feel about you and me?
We were meant to be at one point in time
Then you flipped the switch so our words wouldn’t rhyme
If you were a bird then I was a bird that’s what you said
But us being one in the same, 2 birds were shot dead
Each time you brought that poison to your lips
It was my insides and my heart that it ripped
Each time you looked at my eyes with yours and lied
It melted away my trust and eroded your pride
You tore my heart out and drowned it in pain
It became heavy and was never allowed to drain
You had a grip around it and rung it out dry
It barely had a beat left inside
My intuition tugged at my soul
Begging me to leave and warning me to go
I finally woke up from my haunting nightmare
And decided to run from you despite all I cared
And now I am alone and disconnected from you
Which means I’m no longer hidden from what’s true
